Why Though?

Why do I post consistently on someone else’s platform and not my own?

Yes, it is more social compared to the silence of my own thoughts.

Same goes for Instagram. I have my own photo website, why IG?

That’s it. I just answered my own question. This is for me and for introspection.

3:22am

Three nights in a row I’ll come home, make dinner, and do something digital. Go to sleep between 9-10p and then wake up around 1-2a. until I crash again the next night. $%^@/?

DVD

It was eight years ago today that everything changed. You are the one and only lady to have me totally wrapped around her finger. Daphne, you are intelligent, very friendly, sporty, generous and gorgeous. 

You make me proud, Daphne. I love you.

Just Like That

I am obese. 

The realization came slow but steady all week. 

Needed some shirts for work but my size Large was revealing a bit too much belly. Bought them anyway.

A co-worker mentioned I’ve gained weight as he tapped the belly with the back of his hand.

I weighed myself just now at 194, the highest I’ve ever been.

Online BMI calculator suggests I am obese. 

Damn.